bpe ae ni...at ku nk sgt ngis...tp ku xizin kn...ku pon xtau npe sad sgt at ni sjk akhr2 ni.....ku rndu sume nyer sjk akhr2 ni....sume yg rpat ngn ku....adeq2 ku yg jauh...abg ku yg jauh...adeq2 rmh swe ku....ku rndu mrke yg prnh ku syg sjk akhr2 ni....ku sgt rndu mrke.....tp...xtau cm ne nk share ngn owng ttg at yg rndu kt owng tu sume.....ku nk sgt jmpe sume yg ku rndu yg de dkt2 ngn ku...tp.....mk ayh xkc g...rsau ngn keadaaen n brte cm2 skung....nk bt cm ne....kt fb je r ku lyn gmbq2 tu sume....tapi....at ku sllu tnye.....ku je yg rndu gler2 kt dyowng....dy owng gndu x cm ne ku rndu dy owng..........ae ni nk cter ttg sume yg ku ingt...ku ingt kwn2 sek MA'AHAD ku.....rndu sume...Ku rndu kwn2 GIAT mara ku...ku rndu kwn2 POLI merlimau ku....ku rndu Kwn2 poli sabak.....ku rndu bdk umh swe...ku rndu famly angkt ku sume....ku rndu owng yg ku syg...tp...dy owng gndu ku x???npe ku gndu dyowng gler2....dyowng gndu ku gler2 kE???ku xtau jwpn nyer...tp...ku sgt2 rndui mrke......ku xtau npe ku sad akhr2 ni....myb dh lme ku xsad....tp bkn ku xnk sad...ku gmbre n bhgia akhr2 ni....sume sgle kesdhan yg dtg ku tolk tepi....hnye kegmbraan yg ku ambk and simpn....ku sgt2 bhgia keblkngn ni hnge ku lpe ar mte.....alhamdulillah....ku sgt gmbre....tp....npe de kesdhan dlm at ni????ku pon xtau.....hnye stu yg ku hrp....smge ku kekal bhgia ....smge Tuhan merahmati kehdupan ku....amin....smge kbhgiaan ni kekal hnga syurga......tidak sngup ku menerima dugaan lagi dr-Nya dlm khdupn ni.....dgaan yg d berikn pd ku sllu nyer besar n xsngup ku hdpi nye sowng dri....krne ku sgt lemah menghdapi nye sowng dri.....smge ku tiada lg dggan dlm hdop ni...amin...amin....amin....
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