seronok sgt2.....cz umh de rmi owng.....ske sgt2...ske ble umh meriah....ble rmai2...bt kuih...msk bebyk....mkn rmai2...at jd gembre sgt2.......de lak adeq n kakak...de dyowng...seronok mengajar dyowng....tp dyowng degil skt r....ble dgil...mle r aq tnjuk aq nyer dgil gak...yg pnting...aq yg menng...cz aq xkn kc dyowng menang...hehehehehehehehe....aq ske sgt2....ble rmai2....bnda yg msak xjd pn jd sdap...mkn rmai2....mmg best...hope sgt2 adeq n kakak dok sni lme2...byk pkre nk d ajr kn pd mrke.......bgs nye dyowng....cpt tngkap pe yg kmi ajr...n dyowng amalkan pe yg kmi ajr....bgus sgt2.....hrp sgt2 dyowng trus amalkn pe yg kmi ajr.....amin...smge pglman cuti dyowng kt kg leh jd kn dyowng lbh bik kelak...amin...adeq and kakak..jd bdk bik yer.....dgr ckap abah...abah dh ckp kn...abah ialah abah...abah jgk ibu pada adeq and kakak...so...adeq and kakak dgr ckp abah dan bt abah rse bahgia...jgn bt abah sedih......ok...sayang adeq and kakak..kehadiran adeq and kakak amat kmi sekeluarga alu2kan.....sayang adeq dan kakak....be happy yer...

::luar ku tampak gembira...dlm ku.....dilema...::

ae ni smpi umh...bpe ae ni........kt umh swe......aq dilemma...dgn kptusn aq sndri...aq yg kne tngung......tpi aq still g leh hpy...byka ktvti aq bt bg mengjar n didik dri tuk lpe kn sgle kekeliruan aq ni...byk sgt.....hpy2....gmbre2...ngn adk2 umh swe n ank2 kcil aq jge smbil mengisi mse lpang ku....bebpe ae yg m'btkn aq gmbre n hpy.......aq type kn di dairy ku....mmg ske tls2 diary ni...huhuhuhuhuh...ske sgt2.........love diary...love so much..n my blog is my dgital dairy...wakakakakaka

ae yg lme tlh aq 6t kn...muncul jga....snguh aq hrgai ae ni n pkre ni......tq $@Y@nG...

alhamdulillah....akhrnye...ar mte gmbre b'guguran di pipi aq(4.48 am)...gmbre dgn H@b!B! yg akhr nye m'bt aq ngis dlm gembire....tak sngke....penantian aq berbaloi...berkat kesabaran aq...akhrnye...aq gmbre.....IQAMAH yg aq 6tikn b'baloi.....bkn aq abaikn permintaan aq...tpi trus b'doa agar at H@b!B! lembut stu ae 6t tuk IQAMAH tuk aq....Aq b'syukur krna TUHAN memakbulkan doa aq....ar mte aq yg gugur ae ni..di pg ae....sgt b'harga dn b'mkne....Smge ar mte gmbre sntse gugur di wajah aq spjng hdop aq....amin......jauhi ar mte kedukaan dr wjah ku Ya Tuhan ku.....Hnye KAU tempat aq memohaon dan meminta......Amin.......

at aq b'wrna warni...de gmbre....cm wne pelangi....

hpy sgt2....de ank2 kck(ank ayhusu)...de dyowng....at yg sad pn hapy ble dgn dyowng...ktwe bdk2 mmg leh jd pengubat at yg lara....seronok sgt.....2 r sbb nye bebdk ni leh bt kte happy..cz dyowng xpk pn tntg sad....hnye tau nk hapy kn owng jer......mmpu kh aq hpy kn owng???atau aq m'btkn owng sad???aq hrp sgt...aq mmpu n trus leh mengembrekn at ong len.....cz ble owng gmbre...skeliling kte pn leh jd ok je...xde yg xelok.....aq leh je tngung derite dr owng len....cz aq sgt sad ble tgk owng len dlm dke...g plak aq ni jns cpt merasa....g r....aq hrp sgt2 dpt mengembire kn owng...n gembre kn owng...aq dpt tgok owng senyum...cz aq mmg ske tgok owng snyum.....ble owng xsnyum...aq tau...owng 2 de senyuman yg leh bt owng len gak tersenyum....aq ske sgt2 tgk senyum....xkre r....jnji senyum.....tpi snyum de mcm2 jns lak...snyum dlm tdo....snyum dlm duke...senyum terpkse....senyum gmbre n ikhlas.....tp...aq ske senyum.....xkre kt ne pn...senyum sllu leh bt kte awet mude....hahahaha...senyum gak stu sdekah...n senyum gak stu pengubat.....bg aq r....wakakakakaka...so...senyum lah sllu agr kte leh rse bhgia...gmbre...xkre r....kt ne2 pn.....senyum je.....psti at tenang dan aman....

skit nye at ble b'sengketa...jgn b'sengketa lg......aq xsngup g m'hdapinye...but ending of story......happy ending......

bpe ae pas....aq mle b'sengketa dn habibi...at aq skt ble m'ungkap kata2 yg ksar...aq mle mnta pkre yg aq dn dy xleh nk hdapi......krne pkre kcl...aq mle m'p'bsarkn....i2 yg m'btkn at aq lbh drte dgn p'mtaan aq sndri...tp...aq b'syukur....pas llui pkre ni...byk pkre yg aq bljr.....aq dh mle m'hrgai dy...aq mle prsan yg dy adlh seowng yg b'mkne dlm hdop aq......aq dh nekad...nk plok dy sekuat2 at aq dkt at ni.....agr dy jdoh hdop aq....dy tman hdop aq......aq ikat dy dgn aq dlm stiap doa aq.......smge dy tuk aq...aq tuk dy...amin Ya Rob....smge kmi jge sntse di bwh Rhmat-Nya...amin......aq b'syukur krna di p'temukn dgn dy.....b'sykur krne dy m'hrgai aq...menunjukn p'hrgaan dy t'hdp aq....dy sgt b'mkne dlm hdop aq....dan aq b'hrap aq jgak b'hrap dy jga spt aq......amin...amin...amin......smge ksih ku smpi kpd dy...smge syg ku hnge ke hti nye.....smge aq dn dy b'kekalan hnge hjng nyawa...amin...amin...amin...

bahgia semula......huhuhuhhuhhuhuh.......alhamdulillah.....pkre yg aq idamkan b'laku.....

ALHAMDULILLAH...............aq bhgia ble H@b!B! sudi bls msj aq.....pas2 trus bik gtu je....pe pon aq gmbre...seronok ble H@b!B! nyatakan kerinduannye kt aq....rpe nye kmi mmg rindui antre 1 = len........seronok sgt2.......kerinduan ku sme dgn kerinduanye....bhgia sgt2.......syg ku mkin b'+.....smge syg kte sme H@b!B!.....b'panjangan dan berkekalan....amin....leek ana mil ki leek......hnye tuk H@b!B!...amin....hnye pd H@b!B!

at ni aq bri pd ko....ko sowng......trme ksih cz sudi bt aq rse bahgia...trme kasih pd Tuhan krne menemukan aq dgn H@b!B! ku....trme ksih pd H@b!B! ditautkan hatinye pd ku....aq b'syukur krn mkin hr mkin hr ku gembire dan bhgia.....insya-Allah.....Amin Ya Rob.....akn aq hrgai kehadiran H@b!B! dlm hdop ku....dn semoga H@b!B! menghargai aq jga....amin....

smge aq dpt tdo lena mlm ni....hope sgt dpt tdo ngn perasan tenang dan happy...

mlm ni mle lah ae yg aq tgu2....smge mlm ni aq tdo dlm keadaan tenang.....aq kne lpe kn sgle msalah n pe pn prsaan yg xmenyenangkan....tp aq nk tdo la8 mlm ni.....myb...aq harap sgt aq dpt pe yg aq idam kan...amin.....smge TUHAN merahmati tdur mlm2 ku...amin...

bru 1ae xcntact...xmsj....merindui H@b!B! sangat2...H@b!B! merindui aq x???

H@b!B!... kmu bt pe??...kmu rindu aq x???knpe aq rindu ko sgt2???knpe ko bg aq sakit cam ni.....knpe ko angap pkre 2 pkre remeh...pkre 2 bkn pkre remeh bg aq...ko thu x aq pk pkre ni.....pkre yg membuatkan aq runsing...runsing yang teramat sangat....aq dh mle pk....btl ke ko syg aq????aq dh mle pk -ve....gve up....aq thu payah tuk menyayangi insan dr jarak jauh...tp apakan dye....at ni tertaut pd yg jauh..aq mle rse sunyi tnpe ko....ko dh hdir dlm at ni....spi ble ko xcntct...xmsj...rindu bergunung2.....tp aq cbe menceriakan diri ni.....tp ble aq duduk sendirian....nme ko pasti muncul dlm pkran aq.....aq mle termenung...memikrkan ko...ko merindui aq x???ko merindui aq bgmna aq merindui ko????AQ MERINDUI H@b!B! Aq............Aq syg H@b!B! Aq...........

OST Dalam Mihrab Cinta, Karena Hati Bicara & Bunga-Bunga Cinta with lyrics

aq yg xnk bljr...akhr nye tmatkan pengajian dalam.."SIJIL KEJURUTERAAN ELEKTRIK&ELEKTRONIK" DAN "DIPLOMA ELEKTRONIK"

caye xcye.....aq dah tmatkan 2 pengajian aq kt politeknik......waakakaka....dlm2 aq xnk bljar.....aq bljr gak.....tbe2 gndu kt ain...dayah...bebdk politenik merlimau....gndu semua....gndu mazni...ina....bebdk politenik sultan idris shah......sume kenangan dgn kowng aq ingt...xkre r...bik or x....sume aq simpan...sume kenangan.........kenangan yg terpahat kt at ni......doa ku tuk kalian...agr bhgia dan d rhmti selalu...amin......kowng jge diri bebik....:)

ae dugaan bg ku...:"(

"SAYANG"....BENARKAH PANGGILAN HNYE TUK AQ BT DIA??????aq mle rse skt...skt dgn sgle2nye....aq tpu dri sndri klu aq xmrh...mne leh xmrh......dy owng yg aq syg...npe aq leh izinkn owng len pngil dy syg.....xleh...aq xleh...xske....sgle2nye....aq xleh....mlm smlm sad sgt2...dr ptg aq mle pk.....sgt2 sad...mlm dia bt penjelasan....tpi aq tetp xleh trme.....aq xleh nk ckp ngn dy pn...at ngis dlm dri....smlm aq tdo awl..tpi sedar awl gak..kul 12.30am aq bgn dr tdo aq....akhr nye aq bt keptusan....tuk truskn niat ku tuk solt sunnat....myb ngn cre tu aq akn lbh tenang.....smge rindu di at ni t'ubat dgn kalimah2 QURAN yg aq bcai....smge at aq lbh tenang...smge TUHAN sllu b'sama k d saat aq sad...agr aq temui ketenangan...bia mse ten2kn sgle2nya....smge aq merindui -NYA.....sllu...amin....

susah tuk d bna...iman,tqwa,sbar,tgngjwab....dp'lukn...agr d rhmti n kecapi kebhgiaan hakiki n abadi....(>_<)...amin...

nmpak indah...terang....bersih....itu r hjat aq tuk bna rumh ni b'sama insan yg aq sygi n cintai....ingin aq hiasi rumah ni ngn ksih syg yg b'pjngan.....dipenuhi dgn keindaahan cinta b'sama insan yg aq syg....agr rumah diterangi oleh keimanan dan kebahgiaan yg kmi capai di dunia dan akhirat...amin....ingin aq pstikan rumah sntse b'sih agr ahli keluarga aq pulng ke rumh dlm kepenatan b'rsa slesa dn tenang b'ada di rumh sndri....kata owng"rumah ku...syurga ku..."prsaan itulah yg ingin aq serapkan ke dlm hti ahli kluarga aq kleak di hati mrke......amin....semoga apa yg aq hjti n idamakan akn t'capai.....amin.....smge insan t'syg ku trut m'bntu aq dlm m'bna "RUMAH KU SYURGA KU" ni....amin.....

"aq msih d angap as bdk kck lg....shiro(xske)..."

aq nyer progrm jmpe kwn d btal kn ae ni...sbo je r...kne g umh kwen pkck belah ayh kt PJ....g r nk spent mse ngn mber....bkn sllu bdk kdah nk trun sni...sbo je r.....tp fmly aq d utamakn......2 m'jd keutmaan bg aq nyer life....argh....aq try tuk spent mse ngn kwn2 pas ni...lntak r....pe hl2....kwn nyer mse pn aq de trget sndri....fmly aq lyn cm aq bdk kck yg aq xske...aq tau aq ni kuat memen....tp xb'mkne aq xleh bt keputusan yg btul....argh...sbo je r.....sbo JIHAD.....ni jgak x stu jihad....nme aq JIHAD..SO aq leh gak b'jihad cre ni...aq b'jihad dgn kemarahan n jd lbh sbo....2 sume mendidik aq jd lbih tabah dlm m'hdpi hr yg m'dtg...amin.....